And while my educational career isn't over, it is on hold... For now.
For the first time in sixteen years, I didn't go back to school today.
Honestly? I thought I would like it. I thought I would drive past the school, say "See ya, suckers!" and drive on by. Not so.
I drove by the school today, and I was jealous. I wanted to be there... I wanted to be one of them again. I wanted to drop everything! Just go run into a class and sit down, take notes.
It wasn't really a conscious decision not to go back to school this semester... I just never signed up.
I don't think I'll make it a whole semester without school in my life. I need school. I need something in my life besides work. My job is an okay plan for now, but I can't stay there forever! I barely make ends meet as it is and I still live at home.
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